Is that you, Zachary Chun?

TUE, 090331 @ 9:02AM
You're going to hate me for adding the image above, but it's a FIRST photo I have of you peeing so I had to use it. Don't hate me. I think it's very cute. Anyways, just publishing this post to get this photo up. CYA when I'm ready.
TUE, 090331 @ 9:04AM

MON, 090406 @ 10:11PM
Whoa. Hi son. Wow, it's been a long time. For whatever reason, I've been kinda not wanting to post. It wasn't that I was lazy or anything, it was mainly because I'm hurting so much and missing you guys too much these days. I'm very sad. What brought me back was this. Over the weekend, I went to somebody's house to help fix their computers. While I was doing so, their son, 14 year old James, was curious about what I was doing so he was hanging around. It turns out that James isn't my friend's real son. It was his second marriage and James was someone else's son. Thing about it is is this. My friend was telling me about the situation. His main point was that James had a big hole in his heart because his natural father never bothered to look him up. It was almost as though he didn't care. James has all kinds of questions on his mind and wonders daily about who he is and who he is a son to. That kinda shocked me and left me thinking. Zach. I haven't been a good father to you lately because your animal of a mother is keeping you away from me and telling you lies. I haven't wanted to fight her in court over you guys because at your age, you need your mother more than me, your father. If this keeps up though, I'm going to have to track her ass down and duke it out with her. I told my friend about this blog and he told me how important it will be to you. These words will prove your mother wrong. I care for you and your sister more than anything else on earth and I'm trying to tell you the truth by communicating with you the best I can. I really hope you realize this and know that the lies you are being told about me is exactly that. LIES. Your mother and her whole God Damned family are animals that go around abandoning their children which is why your mother thinks it's OK to do what she is doing to us. Your young now, so all of this shouldn't really get to you, but you'll realize the truth in time. Find me Zach because I miss you very much. I think about you guys constantly and wonder how you guys are doing. I want to be there for you in every way, but I can't because your mother is an animal. I have this renewed passion to ketchup and blog my heart out to you because I don't want you to ever think that I would abandon you guys. I love you both very much and will be with you guys soon. Until then, keep your chin up and be strong. I love you.
MON, 090406 @ 10:24PM

I love my Zachary Chun.

SUN, 090308 @ 10:37AM
Hiya Zach. I'm posting this early because I love the photo above. I have your all wrapped around my legs and..oh, look. It's the day after Rachel's dohr. Hmm. Anyways, I just wanted to make sure this photo made it out there. HAND!
SUN, 090308 @ 10:40AM

TUE, 090310 @ 12:04AM
Finally! Hi Zach! Wow, it has been too long. I have waited 10 whole days. Ok. You ready? BRB.
Boo-hoo. Not the change I expected. You are search result 8 & 9 when you Google 'Zachary Chun'. I suppose that's a good thing. Oh yeah, image searches. BRB.
That improved. Under 'ZRC', you are search result 1-8, and under 'ZC', you are 1-3 & 5-8. That's right, I started this experiment to improve image search results. Well, that it has because I didn't get any results when searching 'Zachary Chun'. I guess you could call this a success. Anyways, I still believe that using your name in the title of posts promotes better search results, so I'll keep doing it. How are you today, Zach? As usual, I miss you very much and cannot wait to just hug you and your sister once again. I hope everything is well with you guys over there and simply wish for the best. Let me see...oh yeah. I think I have 1 last uploaded photo set, so let me go grab that link real quick. BRB.
Nope, I was wrong. It was an upload of the .doc file that I posted 9 days ago. Now I remember. I promised I'd go through yesterday's folder. BRB.
Again, sorry. There wasn't anything there worth pointing out. Do you remember Estelle, Zach? She was your nanny when you were just a baby. Job is her cousin or something who paid a Coyote $2,500 to be dropped off in L.A. from T.J. We had to cut a trip to Las Vegas short because he was waiting for us at the McDonald's on Western by the 10. It was funny because they wouldn't let him leave until he was paid. Anyways. There is one decent photo of the three of us as we rode up the Universal escalator and I'll probably use it for a posting in the future. The other thing is...oh yeah. A letter to that animal. BRB.

090310 email to your mother
This is yet another attempt to know the whereabouts of my children. I did not fight you over custody of my children for their sake. It is wrong to rip them out and away from their mother, as it is wrong to rip them out of their father. Whatever your problems are, deal with them. They no longer concern me for I no longer care. I'm in contact with you, and I will be forever, until you give me information about my kids. Do you really think I trust you for their welfare? You're an animal. Tell me where my children are.

- Jason

LOL. I hate her for what she's doing to you guys. I made the terrible mistake of sympathizing with her because I felt sorry for her. You guys didn't have a choice in the matter, but you are paying the price. I'm really sorry, guys. I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you guys. Forget about a happy home and a happy family. Your mother messed that up. You wouldn't believe it from the photos I've been posting. I still don't believe it myself. That's what you get for feeling sorry for an animal. Esther stole your mother and ran off to America when your mother was 3. Her father didn't even look for her because he didn't care for her or his new daughter. I am the extreme opposite. You guys are the center of my life and will remain so for all eternity. I will never stop my quest for us to be together again. Mark my words. Today, is this blog, tomorrow will be something new and worthwhile. Your mother cannot know the source of my motivation because she doesn't know how to love as deeply as I do. I will find you guys. I promise. I won't abandon you guys like your mother's father abandoned her because I am not an animal. Again, these hateful, evil thoughts and feelings. I am so disgusted by it. I so wish never to even breath another thought into that whole clan of animals. It sickens me. Sorry to end on such a down note, Zach. Never give up hope because I will never give up my search. It may be too much to ask of you now, to hate your mother for who she is, but in time, as you read this blog and learn of my thoughts and emotions, the truth will unveil itself. She's an animal. I love you and your sister very much. Have a nice week. TTYT!
TUE, 090310 @ 3:18AM

Hyper Text Markup Language, Zachary Ryan Chun and Rachel Lauren Chun.

SUN, 090301 @ 5:58AM
Good morning, Zachary Ryan Chun. I was eager to post today because I've embarked on something rather daring and possibly overwhelming. It has been quite some time since I've developed my ideas into a worthy venture. The hurdle which I haven't been able to scale over has been the lack of resources to actually write the web page. Sure, I've dabbled in the past. My first homepage was written back in 1996 to feed my need for nerdom royalty. I've always used the aide of other software to formulate whatever page or site I developed, but in order to fulfill my needs for this brave new world, I must roll up my sleeves and get back to the basics. I will teach myself the intricacies of HTML and write the site myself. Everything else will eventually find its place once the foundation has been poured. I know enough to know that this will not be an easy venture. I am very, very skeptical of the end result. I just had this thought. I need enough to be able to sell my ideas, not to perfect it. Once the mixture is ready and pouring begins, others will notice the beauty of the potential creation and be eager to lend a hand. No site is perfect. They are all works in progress and that is what this will be. I can't wait to announce to you that the site is up and running. You are my biggest fan and my only driving force. For you guys, I do this. Well, mainly at least. I suppose everyone needs to eat and sleep, including myself. I began organizing and printing hundreds of pages of tutorial text last night and this post is my avenue of solice. Having announced my next step, I'm eager to return to my challenges so that I can someday prove myself worthy to you guys. Whew. TTYL!
P.S. This is post number 60. If you recall, with every 10 postings, I'm adding to my master .doc file which awaits this post. I'm at a 135 pages, if you can believe that. I have never even come close to writing anything of this size and meaning. I grow more and more proud with every posting and wish our meeting greatly. I love you Zach.
SUN, 090301 @ 6:12AM

MON, 090302 @ 1:38AM
Hey Zachary Ryan Chun. Some exciting news. A few days ago, I mentioned to you that your Google rankings were deteriorating. It bothered me a great deal, so I've been checking your name as well as Rachel's, along with my two names, one with a middle initial, and the other without. I was falsely excited to notice an icon which allowed me to bump up relevant search results. It's called SearchWiki or something. It changes search results, as long as you're logged in with Google. It only changes with logged in users. Poo. Anyways, in my quiet desperation, I decided to once again do Google image searches and viola! Your photos are the top eight results! I was shocked. Next, I do Rachel, and she's only 1-2 and like 15 or so. However, they were photos of you, not her. Hmm. The added image from the post titled "Zachary Ryan Chun's FIRST kalbi" came up for some reason. Hmm. And then the clicks got louder and louder. Early this morning, I read that there are upto 6 headings for webpage content. Why 6, I asked myself over and over. This is my guess. Google uses the words in a post's title for search results much more so than paragraph text. Upto now, I've been writing Zachary Ryan Chun as often as I could to improve your search results. I don't think body content is scrutinized as much as titles. So, I'll have to start writing your name into every post title. I am very, very confident that this practice will greatly improve this blog's SEO's. 99.9% sure. In thinking about a regular Google search versus an image search, I think they have an equal chance of being used by someone of your age. Am I right? If you're older and curious enough about yourself, I think you'd do a Google Image search as well. Anyways, this is a very exciting point that should deliver some serious results. This post use to be called "HTML", but I added the comma as well as your full name. It's kinda late and I'm dozing a bit, but I'll have to add an image to this post to further expose myself in cyber space. Okay. That's enough. I've caught myself falling asleep over 5 times, so I'm going to have to cut it short and edit in a photo manana. Anyway, I bid you farewell, son.
MON, 090302 @ 2:11AM

A picture is worth a thousand words.

TH, 090212 @ 12:56AM

Hey Zachary Ryan Chun.  This was a shot taken from some Antioch presentation.  That's Thomas next to you BTW.  Look how you're groovin to whatever beat you guys were performing to.  I fixed and saved the picture with Picasa, but it reverted when uploaded.  This is a good picture to practice photo adjustments.  That reminds me.  It is important that I keep in contact with you to share as much as we can.  Another aspect of our encounters, is my ability to assign you homework.  Cause and effect is a huge consideration for me.  That being said, I am assigning you homework.  Alter the photo above in 3 distinct, different ways to improve on it.   Duh, I was just about to say that I have more photos than I do sets remaining.  I worried for a sec because the numbers don't match up, but duh, they don't have to.  I'll just have to stretch out these photos and comment on them as I go along.  Certainly, there is reason or story behind an added image.   Anyways, I thought an early post could free me up a bit tomorrow.  Gonna go finish 'Goodnight Mister Tom'.  IGIA6.  The events are too slow and it is difficult to latch on a character to have any concerns over.   Wow.  I just had an epiphany.  I shall use my IGIA ratings scale, 5-10, 10 being best, and database my entire DVD collection on this blog.  It'll give you a guide to those movies that I thought were well made and worth introducing you to.  Cool.  But until you are of age, I won't be able to discuss R-rated movies.  Hmm.  Oh well, we'll see.  That's all for me.  Goodnight Zachary Ryan Chun.

TH, 090212 @ 1:10AM

TH, 090212 @ 5:01AM

Hello again, Zachary Ryan Chun.   The movie I just mentioned deserves a bump for defining a happy ending.  So, IGIA7.  It's been bugging me for hours now that I may forget to mention that the set dated 021224, could be forgotten.  It's not in the normal scheme of things,  so I know I'll forget it if I don't do something about it now.  Hey, this is that lesson I mentioned a couple of days ago.  When reminded to do something, do it.  LOL.  Anyways, there's only one folder in this set because it was what I had on my camcorder throughout the year.  I'll do a play by play of

021224, DL from Sony Dig Cam

(Oops, there are so many connecting shots, I'm just going to have to commentate on the chosen 11.  Two ones makes it plural, so it's 'ones'.  The chosen ones.)

DSC00029 - This is my favorite cousin, Ja Young.  I had to have shots of her holding you because I love her very much and I wanted her to hold the person I loved more than anything else.

DSC00031 - There.  You can see a much better shot of her face in this photo.  I necer really noticed until now how she has dimples just like you.  Oooh, maybe it's my side...

DSC00053 - This is a shot of a building named after grandma Esther.  Pinche la puta.

DSC00054 - This is another cousin, young ho.  He is my mom's younger brother's, oldest son.  We're the closest in age, so I guess you could call him my partner in crime.

DSC00060 - We went to the Seoul Tower, but it was overcast so the trip was wasted. 

DSC00066 - LOL.  The statue or whatever that was looked too much like your baby foot.  I tried and tried to get a shot, but you wouldn't let me.

DSC00069 - Look at how you curled your toes.  'That doesn't look like my foot!  You lie!'

DSC00073 - We went to some African exhibit in some farmland somewhere.  We went with kkuhn ee mo and wae sung moh.  Wow, is that a dragonfly or a mosquito?!?

DSC00074 - Uh, mushrooms much too pretty to consume. 

DSC00098 - Some reporter was there to do some dumb reporting on nothing in particular.  Oooh, that reminds me.  The word I was trying so hard to figure out like 20 postings ago was 'segway'.  The art of moseying along to the next topic.

DSC00120 - I think this is a replica of the real DMZ.  Didn't know it at the time, but I've been seeing video clips of this exact spot on YouTube.

DSC00124 - Ahh, this is the FIRST shot with my favorite uncle.  I just call him kkuhn sam choon even though he has two older brothers.  He was busy, so we met briefly at a mall somewhere in Seoul.

DSC00126 - Oh, look.  I think this is the very FIRST shot of Alec.  He was born right after we returned from Korea.  If you look hard, you can see Alec in his day old shot.

DSC00129 - A classic pose.  You often clonked when being fed.  I can't recall the number of times I've caught you with a nipple in your mouth. 

DSC00130 - This was a toy we had you use to help you stand.  Look at how you're struggling to stay standing up.  

DSC00136 - This is that classic shot of our FIRST Dodger game.

DSC00147 - I will never forget how intrigued you were by that doorstop.  A photo can't possibly do the justice that a video clip can deliver.  I have a good clip of this very moment in your dohr video. 

DSC00154 - This is a shot of a 500 year old Oak that some dude refused anyone to cut down.  He ended up sleeping in it for months.  It was close to our Stevenson Ranch home, so we drove out to check it all out.

DSC00159 - Don't want to admit it now because of all that's happened, but this is a good Christmas photo with the Oh's and the Choe's.

DSC00162 - This is a preview of the nightmare I lived every time I pulled out a camera.  You didn't care to take the picture, you wanted to take the the picture.  The model turned photographer.  

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=6JZXLOM9

Again, all of these photos are in one folder because these are the pictures from my Sony digicam.  The quality's not upto par, but it captured those moments just prior to me rolling the camera.  Only two sets bug me now.  Anyways, that's a problem for tomorrow.  I hope you like this set as much as I liked presenting it to you.  Oh, I miss you Zach.  I just want a quiet, one minute, rocking hug.  Have a nice day, son.

TH, 090212 @ 5:39AM

I think 'BLOG' is short for 'Web Log'...

SUN, 090111 @ 2:43AM
Hello again, little buddy. I've been digging deeper and deeper into this blogging deal so that you can find me better and I've learned some interesting things. I decided to make my profile 'kid friendly' so that you can somehow utilize it. In doing so, I changed most of my descriptions and learned that I can actually click on an 'interest' to find others with the same 'interest'. There are other variables such as movies and books. Any other blogger that has the same items listed are seperately grouped. I thought it was a very interesting feature. At least it was useful to find others who share similar likes. All this may be way over your head, which leads me to the next issue. I've been speaking to you at a different level than you are at now. Meaning, I've been sharing words that a normal seven year old would find uninteresting and boring. Maybe I should be speaking to you at the age you'll be when you are old enough to wonder about me and search for me online? I've caught myself on several occasions wondering if I was going over your head. Hmmm. That's a tuff one. Should I guess the age you'll be when you do find me and speak to you as if you are that age? I'm so confused. This is a very tough dilemma. You know what, I'm going to speak to you like a young adult and if you find me early, you'll revisit this blog when you are old enough to care and understand. Yeah, that would be best. Anyways. I read on Yahoo! today that a blogger from Korea was arrested yesterday. He made some predictions about the world economy which was so accurate that he is considered the 'best internet economist' over there. The government felt he was affecting the free market negatively, so to jail he goes. Such a stunt is unheard of here. Arresting someone for blogging is a clear violation of an American's right to freedom of speech. You can't condem someone here just for writing as he pleases, let alone arrest him. If Korea wants to be like the US in every way, this guy must be released. I think he's looking at 5 years and/or $37,500 in fines. Ouch. For blogging, though? That is so wrong on so many levels. Don't you ever forget that your mother stole you guys away from me and away from the best country on earth. I am a proud American and love the fact that our system is designed to grow and improve at every level. Everyone else, such as Korea, has many, many flaws that prevent them from adopting our system of government. I want you here so that I can teach you about being American and about freedom. The United States of America is the best country on earth, period. No one comes close. Anyways, I've babbled enough fot now. so until next time...
SUN, 090111 @ 3:15AM

SUN, 090111 @ 4:52PM
Hi Zach, I'm back! I added a picture of you onto the header but it's not working too well ATM. It should be corrected by the time you read this, so... I also added a google AdSense feature to the sidebar, but it's kinda dumb since I am speaking with only you and don't expect any outside traffic. I guess I was just playing around with it. I promise to save every last cent and present it to you when the time is right. I am going to need a lot of time uploading photo albums of you because I want to comment on every last picture. Well, maybe not, but there'll be plenty I do want to comment on, so it will be a work in progress. I suppose I should have a topic to discuss whenever I post anything rather than just blabbering on and on about nothing. This blog too, is a work in progress, so give it some time for it to develop into something valuable. I guess I post frequently because it allows me to think openly about you as if we're in conversation. Nevertheless, I do want this and everything else in the future to be worthy, so I'll do my best. Is it snowing there now? You must be so cold. I've got to go see grandpa with grandma, so I'll talk to you later. It will take a very long time for the pictures, so I promise I'll start with the first set starting with the next posting. Have a nice day!
SUN, 090111 @ 5:03PM

One last, final day, Zach!

Hello there! Happy, Happy Birthday eve! Turning seven is such an exciting time. I wish I could be with you right now so that I could hug you and hug you until you beg me to let go. Ten times! I really am very, very happy for you. Congratulations, Zach! Yae! Whoo-Hoo! When I finally do get to see you, you can ask me for anything you want. I mean anything. That's a big promise and here are the words to prove it! Rachel! Give your oh-pah a big kiss for me. Not too sloppy. A quick, deep, mu-ah! I know you'll someday know how deeply I'm containing myself so that you can enjoy this wonderful day to the fullest. You'll know me and my heart because I will never, ever let go. Dogs do, but I won't. Dogs can watch the birth of their own flesh and blood and just walk away. No matter what. I will blog my heart out to you and your sister until we are together again. Have faith in me Zach. You too Rachel. I know that these blogs will reach you guys someday and you'll help us be together again because you'll have to believe just how much I deeply love you both, by my actions. Every day until we meet or until I die. I'm doing my best with our SEO (Search Engine Optimization), so we'll see. I don't think I'll be able to go to sleep because I'm way too excited. Congrats, little buddy. Until manana, adieu.